Hi.

I'm all moved in at my new apartment finally and have a few spare minutes to write a blog.

Living on my own is amazing. I feel pretty damn liberated now. But there's all sorts of unexpected hardships that come along with it... Like money. I'm so broke all the time it's fucking terrible. Like today, I really wanted to go see Harry Potter at midnight but couldn't afford it. And I eat a lot of ramen. Ahhh. It's okay because I know eventually things will be better and I'm way happier here than I was living at my parents' house.

I've been putting off looking for a real job because I've been doing a lot of paid shoots. Nudes, implieds, etc. If I wasn't a model I'd never be able to afford to live on my own.

I feel really terrible because my portfolio is so weak and I know it needs a lot of work but I can't put my nude or implied work on ModelMayhem. Even still I need some fashion and glamour stuff in my port. It's really just filled with super-shopped costuming images... Ahh. I wish I wasn't so short. But if anyone knows of any awesome designers, stylists or MUAs who work trade send them my way

I can't wait until I can get a content site set up and I'm researching that fairly often. I'm hoping to have something launched by the winter, but we'll see. It's not even in the early stages of developing, but I've been talking to a few photographers about it and we're going to get more serious in the next few months.

I've fallen really far behind on a few emails so don't think I'm blowing you off because I promise you I am not.

Oh yeah, and I also got a kitty. His name is Ryuuk.